To assure a long and happy life, a 18 y.o. bride would lost her virginity in bathroom

I was asked my groom to wait until we married and have the first sex in bathroom. Because I have special taboo: To assure a long and happy life, a 18 y.o. bride would lost her virginity in bathroom. But now I’m already not a virgin, but my pussy hole is still thin and tight so it’s not comfortable to fuck in some positions I show in this video.